Learn useful ways to say "i've been holding" in English with drama examples and natural alternatives.

It means the speaker has been angry for a very long time and has not let it go.
From My Celebrity Boyfriend Killed Me, Episode 39
Someone is saying they have carried rage inside them for a very long time.
Use this for intense emotional storytelling or revenge talk. It sounds dramatic and heavy, so it is not casual everyday English.
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