English phrase from drama scenes

What Does "i couldn't see past my own bullshit" Mean?

Learn what "i couldn't see past my own bullshit" means, when people say it, and how to use it naturally in English.

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Vulgar
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Confess

Mia, I am so sorry. I couldn't see past my own bullshit. Can you forgive me?

The speaker is admitting self-deception or bad judgment in a very crude way.

From In Love With My Godfather's Daughter, Episode 32

When do people say this?

Scene Context

The speaker admits they were blinded by their own bad choices or excuses.

Usage Scenario

Use this in informal or emotional speech when admitting fault. It is vulgar and not appropriate for polite or professional settings.

Better ways to say it

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I couldn't see past my own bullshit.
2
I was caught up in my own bullshit.
3
I was blinded by my own bullshit.

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